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-bethie

so, i saw jonathan in wal-mart tuesday night and he said do you want to come with me to mexico on saturday and i said yes ma'am so i will be gone next week. (july 9-16) bye!

-bethie

well, me and daniel are having some hard times. not between us (he's been out of town recenty anyway). i mean, us against other people. i dunno if he experiences this too or not, but i get a lot of comments from people putting down our relationship. its awful. you see, we've been dating nearly six months, and we definitely dont have sex or anything, but we also dont make out or french kiss or do anything we consider even the least bit unpure for  unmarried, 17-year olds to be doing, but i guess a lot of people these days cant understand what it means to have a good, non-physical, Christian-based relationship. So many people, especially recently, have been questioning why we "dont wanna have fun" and stuff like that. we do have fun, just not their idea of fun. it makes me sad. some people even think daniel is gay. how awful is that? why cant some people even grasp the idea of a guy-girl realtionship NOT involving a strong physical aspect? has this world drifted that far away from God? im really upset.

I want a boy. A nice boy. He'll stay at home with me and watch Disney movies with me. He'll tell me he likes the movie even if he doesn’t. He'll text me in the morning before school and say "have a great day, I'll miss you" he'll always whisper something sweet in my ear. When we walk together he'll take my hand. Even if we're a million years old, we'll still get butterflies around eachother. He'll bring me my favorite food on a bad day. He'll hold me when I cry. He'll let me go places with his mom. We'll play tag and not care if anyone was watching. We'd kiss in the rain. I'd fall in love with him all over again when I hear his voice. I want the boy I can argue with, but he'll soften up when I get upset. He'll talk to me in the movie theater to let me know im more important to him than the movie.  He'll tell me im beautiful even if im not. He'll look me in the eyes when we talk. He'll look at me like im the only girl he can ever see himself with-and mean it. he'll tickle me even if I say stop. He'll let me fall asleep in his arms. and if I yell at him, he wont be mad, he'll just kiss me on the head. If I get upset, he'll stay on the phone no matter how long I don’t say anything, just to make me feel loved. He'll agree that our best dates are when we just read Bibles together. That’s the kind of boy I want.

Oh wait...i already have that kind of boy

THANKS to the few ppl who remembered my BIRTHDAY! YAY! i love you guys! you made me feel really special.(if u forgot, im not mad or anything cuz i KNOW i didnt remember all of ur birthdays!) well, im 17 now (as of june 15)! ok, bye!

-bethie

ok, well, saturday at 2:00 we had a performance of princess and the pea. it was great, nothing went terribly wrong, i'd say it was pretty great! :) also that day and time, a critic came to critique our show. Jannean (our director) warned us that he was REALLY mean; they had even tried to BAN him from coming to anymore shows! (but it was against the law...) she said that in her last show she was in, "a dark and stormy night," he called her "a cardbaord actress who didnt belong on stage." so i get a phone call yesterday, which was my birthday, from jannean askin if i was ok. and i was kinda confused and i told her i was fine. the she called back later saying the real reason she called was because the critique had been printed nice and large on the front page of the people section in the advocate...and it was NASTY! the title? "not much drama here". then i read on....

basically, it is the meanest thing EVER!! how can someone be that rude, especially to a COMMUNITY THEATER where the cast is OVER HALF CHILDREN!! it made me sick. ive never wanted to flat out SLAP somebody before, until now. baker little theatre is an AWESOME program that gives children and adults alike the chance to have fun, work together, and put on a great show. how dare he put us down! pardon if we're not professional actors, but we did an AWSOME job anyways! he said you might as wel find this show at Zachary High School. im sure he meant that as an insult, but he obviously never saw ZHS's AWESOME performance of Grease. so anyways, this guy is a loon-a-tick whos trying to put others down just so he can keep his pitiful job. its sickening.

anyways, we've already had 3 sold out performances, and the one friday night is less then 8 seats away from being sold out. so please, help us prove to this idiot that he's the "asinine" one (read the article...) by selling out every show! call 774-5953, leave a message saying your name, what showing you want to attend, and the number of tickets you want, and they call you back to confirm your reservation. the shows are this friday at 8, saturday at 2 and 8, and then next friday and saturday at the same times. thank you! and i PROMISE that we will not let you down! the article is NOT true and ALL!

-bethie

ok, so i just called the advocate and spoke to the guy who wrote the article, and it was REALLY funny! i was trying so hard not to snort from trying to hold in laughter. i was like, in the sweetest voice possible "why were you so mean to those children, mister? we tried really hard to do a great childrens show, and you were mean to us. we're only a tiny community theater " and then i busted out a mean voice " the only reason you did it was to keep you pathetic job, huh?! that is SICK!" and he was like " well, you need to talk to your theater and tell them not to hire professional reviewers to come review such a poor performance." then i was like "1st off any PROFESSIONAL revewier would know how to properly review a CHILDRENS performance at a COMMUNITY theater and not get it confused with a broadway production in New York. 2nd off, our theater HAS talked to the advocate to try to BAN you from our theater. 3rd off, this was anything BUT a poor performace! is that y we've had 3/3 of our performances so far SOLD OUT!?!" but anyways, he's still being a butt hole and i dont care b/c he will die a sad and lonely life.

-bethie